This is basically a story of two highschool love birds who were together in tough times, the uke, to be specific, stayed with the seme who had nothing back then. Soon after, when seme got a job, he eventually had fun with other guys (sex), while the uke was sick. The seme even gaslighted the situation and even made the uke felt so miserable. It was very disappointing as it took so long before the uke gave up on the seme. This will really trigger you guys! Must read!
The novel version was way more intense compared to the manhua, this was marked as complete, but it lacks the substantial scenes mentioned in the novel. In the manhua, they never showed how Gu Yansheng had to drink with the doctor who had the medicine until he coughed blood, when he saved Nian from being stabbed when Nian had his concert abroad, and when he eventually lost his memories but Yansheng only knows Nian. The early story revolved more on Seme being too blinded by a lie. Must read!
10 years where I loved you the most