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time to avoid confronting my trauma

here have a list of the mangas i read when i want to trigger myself so i can feel something. all of these are twisted and/or triggering and often include things like rape, abuse, etc etc. be warned
All(22) / manga(22)

The Pawn's Revenge

 9.4(416 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Evy
Genre(s): Yaoi / Drama / Smut / Webtoons / Psychological

both mcs are shitheads. all the characters are assholes. fuck this comic. 9/10

23 07,2022

Killing Stalking

 9.3(1384 voted)
Complete
Author(s): koogi
Genre(s): Mature / Psychological / Horror / Drama / Webtoons

first of all please stop romanticizing the situation uke is in. second of all i hate this so much so i read it to cause myself pain. thirdly, this is intensely fucked up and caused nightmares and flashbacks. enjoy

23 07,2022

LOVE MURDER BASKETBALL

 8.9(159 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Kurutta, Tsunderuuu
Genre(s): Romance / Yaoi / Action / Psychological / Smut

okay so this one isn't as bad as the others might be on the list but AHHHHHHH. seme and uke have a (CONSENSUAL) s&m style relationship because uke straight up doesnt know how to take care of himself. they really care for each other. on this list specifically because of uke's trauma haha

23 07,2022

Fruit of the Tongue

 7.9(230 voted)
Complete
Author(s): 머니
Genre(s): Yaoi / Horror / Psychological / Webtoons

seme is insane, uke is naive, religious salvation turned to religious trauma, stockholm syndrome at the end. fuck this manga man wtf

23 07,2022

Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory

 8.1(305 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Lee Geumsan
Genre(s): Mature / Drama / Yaoi / Smut / Webtoons

this one is just... so bad. seme is FULLY AWARE that he's doin a REAL BAD THING... it's not even a "well you must want it so i'm going to keep going because ily" situation, he's fully aware that he's traumatizing uke and enjoys it. this one is so fucked up

23 07,2022

Marionette (Cereal)

 8.4(144 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Cereal
Genre(s): Romance / Sci-fi / Yaoi / Webtoons

seme is wildly possessive and abusive. uke is completely infatuated. plot twist at the end had me shitting myself.

23 07,2022

Kiss me, Liar

 8.9(926 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Zig
Genre(s): Yaoi / Smut / Drama / Romance / Webtoons

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE. GOD. literally the only good part about this is accurately portraying the aftermath of uke's first assault. way after the first trauma seme fucking rapes him and then they fall in love later. losing my mind. fuck this

23 07,2022

Painter of the Night(Yahwacheop)

 9.5(1553 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Byeonduck
Genre(s): Historical / Smut / Yaoi / Webtoons

the entire thing is one long sick rape fantasy. fuck the author

23 07,2022

Roses and Champagne

 9.4(736 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Zig , fat
Genre(s): Webtoons / Yaoi

me at the beginning: oh they're gonna be a cute couple
me at the last 5 chapters: nvm.
seme is a dick. uke is just trying to do his job. sort of hate this now. read it anyway because i have no self preservation instincts

23 07,2022

Heartless

 8.6(958 voted)
Complete
Author(s): nishin masumi
Genre(s): Fantasy / Horror / Yaoi

haha kill me. this one is so fucking disturbing

23 07,2022

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HELPMELMAO August 21, 2023 11:30 am

god saver