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Tears of pain in the beggining, Tears of joy later

Here are BLs (mostly shounen ais) that start off messy and painful and ends beautifully and most importantly worth reading.
All(35) / manga(35)

Shikabane to Hanayome

 8.8(229 voted)
Complete
Author(s): AKAGAWA Sagan
Genre(s): Drama / Horror / Mystery / Romance / Supernatural / Yaoi

Angsty

10 08,2022

At the End of the Road

 9.4(1064 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Haribo
Genre(s): School Life / Shounen Ai / Supernatural / Webtoons

Angst Meter: 8/10

10 08,2022

After I Left You

 8.5(789 voted)
Complete
Author(s): 阿竹, rice grain
Genre(s): Webtoons / Shounen Ai / Drama

Angst Meter: 6/10

10 08,2022

Shounen No Kyoukai

 8.9(358 voted)
Complete
Author(s): akabeko
Genre(s): School Life / Yaoi / Drama

Angst Meter: 8/10

10 08,2022

Sayonara Koibito, Mata Kite Tomodachi

 7.6(966 voted)
Complete
Author(s): yoha
Genre(s): Mature / School Life / Yaoi

Angst Meter: 7/10

10 08,2022

Kokoro O Korosu Houhou

 7.8(741 voted)
Complete
Author(s): kashio
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi / Psychological / Tragedy

Angst Meter: 6/10

10 08,2022

The Perfect Relationship

 8.0(819 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Akkang, Sam
Genre(s): Yaoi / Psychological / Drama / Webtoons / Tragedy

Angst Meter: 5/10

10 08,2022

Stalker's Game

 8.7(320 voted)
Complete
Author(s): TAN
Genre(s): Shounen Ai / Drama / Webtoons

Mild angst

10 08,2022

Escape into Oblivion

 9.1(982 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Gawee
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Romance / Yaoi / Webtoons

Angst Meter: 10/10

10 08,2022

Sotsugyousei

 9.7(131 voted)
Complete
Author(s): nakamura asumiko
Genre(s): Drama / School Life / Shounen Ai / Slice Of Life

Angst Meter: 6/10

10 08,2022

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Messages

kokomomo7 September 22, 2025 6:34 pm

I will be putting the descriptions, my own. So those with judt a story summary, I completely forgot as it's been 3 yrs since I made this list .

kokomomo7 September 22, 2025 6:35 pm

Still, I can believe that I've read most of these 3 yrs ago?! Some of them are still so fresh to me lol

kokomomo7 September 22, 2025 6:13 pm

wow what the heck, I completely forgot ab this list

Maddufuckinsadist August 10, 2022 10:44 am

i'll put descriptions later