favs (thee bl list)

my first ever favorite bl that i read. it was discontinued like i think over 2 years ago, but then i stumbled upon it just now and found out that it has been recently updated!!! cant wait to reread this soon!

The once peaceful land of Egypt has been stained with blood under the tyrannical rule of Seth, the god of war. Horus, son of the god Isis but not yet one himself, rises to challenge the throne and put an end to the chaos and destruction. Although the confrontation between Seth and Horus began with hatred, in time it becomes blurred by obsession and desire... The ancient mythology of Egypt comes to life as you've never seen it before in this compelling fantasy BL.

i feel conflicted. the ending is ass, but the angst is so fucking good. and the tension between the characters.. *chefs kiss*

Sakuma Shuu is a handsome and capable man whose external successes hide the scars of a youth marred by isolation and brutal bullying. When a chance meeting brings him face to face with the monster that terrorized his school days, Hayami Tsukasa, he is desperate to hide their connection from his colleagues. Shockingly, Hayami doesn't recognize him.

i can tell that the author really thought this through when making this. i really love the message they tried to convey as well as the metaphors and main analogy used in this story

+ this better not be the end, i need more side stories focused on the second couple (or better they create a sequel )

the amount of anxiety rushing through me while reading this, and the anticipation of how the story will end... i love it. so toxic and angsty it had my heart beating loud and fast all throughout the read i could probably never reread this though. its too much for me to handle