This is so depressing by of a read idk if I want to finish wtf

Saw spoilers of the novel and yeah no way I’ll wait til this is completed and then the sequel is also completed before I even start cause I’m not waiting for this for that long only to be beyond miserable waiting for the next chapters

finished this and genuinely had a pit in my chest of dread, it’s so real in the way he goes back even though he knows he’s miserable but it’s so sad and the person who tries to help him fucks him up even more and digs the hole deeper and then they completely move past the part where he says yeah i wish he was dead?????? and then again all that therapy all for him to go back it’s so depressing, so so so depressing, it’s just too realistic and it’s just too realistic and depressing