Uke was hurt/died/left/ran-away, seme extremely devastated

Ch. 1 - Childhood friends. Didn't like the uke that much because of the lack of consent.
Satisfaction rate: 1/5. The story is good but running away didn't left me much impression.

Ch. 25. Uke wasn't the best person in his first life, he was the emperor's lover. When he died, the emperor was so devastated and killed recklessly so they are paying karma of those lives that was shed in the next life. Uke's goal is not let seme kill anymore.
Satisfaction rate: 4.5/5 That devastation of losing the uke is really good.

Ch. 41 Uke left and booked a flight. Uke was a love sick doormat but have mustered the courage to leave.
Satisfaction rate: 3.5/5. Ch. 41 was satisfying but can't say for the rest of the story.

Ch. 18 - Uke and seme grow up together in the same clan. Seme isn't actually an asshole so no groveling. Satisfaction rate: 3/5 I wish they explored and showed seme's devastation after uke's fall but still the chapter alone is good angst.

Not yaoi but this level of devastation is what I like. No chapter given needed. Just read the whole story. Satisfaction rate: 4. 5/5 I wish there's a yaoi version of this. Tho, I want to see more groveling.

Chapter 22 - Uke died protecting seme. I love this story so much. Reincarnation. Dragons and their 'Regas' or something like their fave person.
Satisfaction rate: 3/5 - This rating is just about the chapter. The devastation is there but it's nuanced. The seme is still a kid but the yearning and fear of losing the uke again is there in the next several chapters when the seme grows up.

Ch. 101 - Seme is a psychopath pretending to be a pure angelic actor. It got a weird premise, confusing. Esp the america part and uke's friend Jennie. The uke has no backbone. Like how can you fall in love with that jerk? Satisfaction rate: 4/5 The story is not my cup of tea but I always have a thing about 'losing the one u fall in love without saying i love you' trope so i think 4 is fair. The devastation is great.

Ch. 53-61 - The seme is irredeemable in my books. Toxic, abusive, unrepentant, selfish, arrogant. I dont like him at all. And another uke with no backbone.
Satisfaction rate: 2/5 I think 2 might even be generous. At this point, i dont care if seme changes. He's trash to me.

Ch. 43 - He lost the uke here that it triggered bloodlust. The whole premise of the story is about uncovering the past life of the seme losing the uke that seme became an evil being.
Satisfaction: 3.9/5 The devastation is good. Idk, it lacks a bit of oompf for me. It has lots of smut with a sprinkle of plot maybe that's why.

Not yaoi.
Ch. 49 - The build-up is so good. The look in his eyes when he found out she left him *chef's kiss*. Interesting plot. FL was a pushover cos of abuse. ML is a lawyer with a talent of convincing people to kill themselves.
Satisfaction rate: 4.8/5. So good. I just put 4.8 because for standards sake but I LOVE IT. He was DESPERATE to bring her back. Man went berserk lol. And he's fine.