beta
not BL
MC got caught up in an airplane crash when he was little and survived. lost his memories and ended up in a foreign soldier place which is very brutal. runs away, becomes mercenary, and finds his family.
got a lot of scars and he's emotionless and TOUGH - unbeatable in a fight.
badass main guy
not BL
main character has ptsd and multiple personalities due to fighting in a war at a very young age. he thought his family hated him cus he was albino and ended up killing them so u can tell how angsty it is. vomits blood alll the time. SUPER strong mostly and also badass. it might look like he's weak asf in the first chapters but don't be let down!!
non-BL
a classic.
BADASS mc. initially, he's a loner tho. lots of self sacrificing moments and characters worrying/concerned for him during said moments.
hella angst in terms of family:
abusive father. hates his mom cus while she was in prison for killing his dad (wink), she published a book abt the trauma they went through and he got bullied and shunned as a result. he grew up alone.
not TOO much of a focus on his trauma tho - he's flipping strong and hilarious
non-BL
male lead is heavily traumatised
dysfunctional family. hates his cheating father. cheating father also once HITS ML and causes bleeding and EAR INJURY (he's partially deaf).
i discontinued it but i remember some GOOD angsty scenes.
BL
emotionless mc! uke goes through lots (gets graped ALOT)
sold as a prostitute bc his mother died and left him with lots of debts. abused by his mother before that. very rough life - got beaten up when trying to escape. as a result bro got TOUGH and is a gang leader now (still a prostitute tho). forced to discontinue college and lost his friends (who still care and search for him).
badass uke - can fight very well. very tough and smart
it might seem miserable, but there IS a happy ending!! ;)
BL
MC (uke) used to be a thug. his mother was sick and died and his brother got killed too bc of his line of work at the time and his ex redirecting someone who was resentful against MC towards his bro. blames himself, but finds out reason behind his bro's death. wants to get revenge on ex so becomes an actor and gets a sponsor (wink wink).
badass main guy - emotionless!
BL
one of my FAVS - strong-willed uke (he's a lawyer), not a pussy, stands up for himself and funny! but then he DOES get beat up and graped by seme and kind of locked up initially (seme is a mafia blud).
they fall in love yada yada and a disagreement leads to seme drugging uke and graping tf outta him.
BL
some very violent scenes in which seme absolutely beats the fuck out of + grapes + burns him with a cigarette after arresting him (uke is a part of a rebel organisation kind of). in fact, before he met the seme, he gets graped by one of the heads of the organisation and also the head's father๐ leading to erectile dysfunction - highly traumatised. uke is TERRIFIED of seme but isn't a pussy-o and fights back sometimes.
BL
uke is SEVERELY abused - forced to work as a sex worker, and meets seme there. seen tied up, beaten up violently by a character and graped. uke and seme grow closer. in one dangerous situation, seme promises to help uke but never comes back and uke gets caught in "hell" - obv went through hella abuse and becomes a concubine for an old man. gets revenge on seme 10 years later. seme hates him back now, and grapes him, and uke has a hard time. uke takes meds for brain problem - LOTS OF
BL
uke goes through a lot (lots and lots of rape) kind hearted, nice, soft uke. multiple semes.
lots of crying. forced to have sex (for some magical power shiz) to save his brother and his own life. i love this MC man - he's so innocent but also not a pushover weak dude.
Mercenary Enrollment