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Read this long ago but forgot plot. It has tregedy tag but HE bc the mains didn't die

Uke goes into seme's novel after death where he is always targeted bc of his beauty. In the past, uke did seme wrong n he is full of guilt bc of it. He doesn't believe anyone on the novel is real, even the man identical to seme. Novel seme didn't believe uke at first. He was forced to marry mc even tho he likes women n was accused of muder. He wanted to use uke but falls for him instead. Ending was rushed, novel seme saves mc by dying n mc returns to reality where seme was waiting for him. HE.

Uke is seme's first love, seme does whatever to make uke happy but uke has lots of trauma n mental illness; he doesn't understand love. He was happy with seme until seme went to prison on uke's behalf. Seme went to war n climibed rank only to realize uke left him again. Years later they meet as the primary ballet n high rank army commander. Seme is cold but uke wants him to forgive him. Seme gives in eventually. A lot happens related to the war n seems fakes his death. They run away together. HE

Read this long ago, one of my fav.

Love this. Bromance/shounen ai implied. The two brothers are adorable