Manga I liked

There is a scene where the seme is rape doesn't cut it it's more like a rough sex scene where the uke isn't into the rough sex yanno? Like still non consensual but a better encapsulation of what takes place (I can't remember the chapter but it's the second last one I think) but other than that I really like how the seme has problems that the uke helps him through, don't really see that a lot

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