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Twisted rivalry between a brother and a sister about a guy who says he ain’t even bi. This has one of the most unsettling endings possible. Do not invest in any of the characters really, everybody is a piece of crap.
In this school there is a caste system based on a lil game. No matter what kind of person you are, you are stuck with your role until the next school year. Interesting to see how far people go to fulfill their role. All characters need serious therapy. Multiple coulples and lots of rape, so much you get used to it at some point.
It is very hard to put down, I'll give it that.
I should hate this. I just can't. It is a story of a boy going back in time and falling for his dad. And the father doesn't know anything... It is painful how messed up but BEAUTIFUL this story is.
Take the trigger in the title as a trigger warning. The gun is not a metaphor, it comes to play and not in the sExY gAngSteR type of way or the hot enemies to lovers type of way. MC and ML are both toxic in such an unusually realistic way for yaoi. It is hard to explain how horrible this feels to read. Unfourtunally those types of people exist out there right now and they need serious help.
MC's dead wife's younger BROTHER is the ML. Is there more to say? Once they get together their relationship is treated like forbidden romance. Even the smut is hot. ML is giving sus creepy vibes and that gets forgotten immediately.
The side story is good??? You can read it as a stand alone. Main story is shit.
Just read the trigger warnings.
Dropped so fast. Nothing enjoyable about this story. The plot is not worth it. According to the comments it doesn't get better. No reason for you to read.
I know this is considered a classic and it is interesting and complex but it is just too unsettling imo. The ML therapist is basically taking advantage of MC's condition and past trauma for his own sexual satisfaction. It's not professional and it's not ethical at all.
I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO PUT IT DOWN. Super toxic. Seme is the most awfully possesive person ever. Also he is cheating with his adoptive father and thinks it doesn't count cuz tHaTs sOmeThiNg dIfFerEnt. Uke used to be a cheater in his previous relationship, it's karma I guess? Both uke and seme need therapy. It is a shame that the art is beautiful and the pacing is great.
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