Suicidal MC

MC legit tried to kill himself in the last few chapters (ML stopped him tho thank god). MC def has survivor's guilt, PTSD, and prob depression as well because all his friends died and he was the only one left alive after a huge dungeon break

Note: side stories from the novel are not illustrated, if you want some more happy scenes you gotta read the novel

Happy end

MC repeatedly has inner monologue on how he wishes to die so damn bad, but can't cause he has to enact all of his dead friends dying wills ( ꒦꒳꒦ )

Note: oddly enough the novels feels like it treats the MC's depression as comedic(?) idk it just felt like it wasn't taken as seriously as the manhwa

Manhwa Ongoing (Happy end in novel)

MC probs has depression, HUGE abandoment issues, 'I tend to wear people out', oh honey it's def not them, not you ;-;

In the beginning MC contemplates on a rooftop, looking like he wants to jump. One scene where he contemplates of just ending it while looking at a knife.

Happy end

MC has huge guilt over his family deaths and feels like he's alive purely for atonement. There's a scene where he has to act like a business man who was abt to k*ll himself by jumping off a building and everyone watching was like 'woah it looked like you were genuinely abt to k*ll yourself'

Note: the novel is so WORTH to read, lot's of missing scenes and extra content and characters inner thoughts to read

Happy end

ANGST ANGST ANGST, i can't remember specific scenes abt wanting to die, but like, this whole manga is angst galore

happy end, but god did it take so long lol

MC has survivor guilt over being the only one alive after a serial killer killed all the ppl in his orphanage, and he helped the killer after the killer passed out from the cold before the killer massacred the orphanage. Cue HUGE guilt complex over saving a stranger that turned out to be a serial killer who killed all of his family (the orphanage). Dedicates his life to find the killer and kill him and himself after he's done

happy end

wow, as of chapter 59, this officially makes this list, im so sad for MC all the stress got to him :(


Happy end!!

MC has a shitty life, keeps getting kicked down, theres a scene where he tried to die by drowning into the sea, but saved by the ML

Happy end

the flashback chapters HURRRTTTSSS ( ꒦꒳꒦ )

MC is probs autistic and has been abuse by his dad his entire life cause of it, chapter 62 has a mention of MC just wanting to die ;_;

the series actually very comedic, but also has deep themes regarding healing, self worth, how to become a better person, etc etc

Uyun best boi

Ongoing