Mc is self-destructive and comes from an abusive, although relatively affluent, household. The way he expresses his admiration for the ML borders obsessive but not malicious. He only requires that the object of his affection needs for nothing, even when he is never acknowledged. What he doesn’t know is that despite his discretion, none of his careful arrangements have gone unnoticed. The novel is 10/10.
this is where the title of this list came from! Absolute devotion. Mc has harbored his admiration for the ML ever since middle school. He's careful that it never slips out. One drunken night with him thrusts him into early parenthood and he keeps the child a secret. Until his son introduces a playmate, who happens to be the lead's nephew. Only read the first season. The rest you can do without.
A Letter to Keats