Painful Loves

Akuta falls in love easily and will always fall for others. His childhood friend, Ao, has been crushing on him for 10 years. Always protecting Akuta, Ao will destroy any hope of Akuta's unrequited love reciprocating his feelings as Akuta always returns to Ao's side when he is heartbroken. The Ao who has been thinking I have to make him realize these intense feelings and this painful desire will eventually...?

Gorgeous.

Having lost his beloved wife and child in an accident, Michel, a doctor, discovers his life's aspiration. One day in the gay district, he loses his way, and he spots a boy he knows. That boy, Alex, is the son of the beautiful musician, Christoph Adler. He visits Chris's dressing room to discuss Alex, where Michel witnesses someone who appears to be Chris flirting with a man...

Harumoto, advisor to yakuza boss Taniguchi, is known for his street smarts and short temper. But he has a softer side, and when he meets Mizuta sensei in a nightclub, he begins to dream of romance with this classy intellectual who seems to be from another world.

Harada, so it's smut and sad combined.