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mok-yeon's (seme) whole life revolves around nanjo (uke) now. the obsession hit hard and fast, and there was nothing he could do about it. not one thing. he's everything that matters and everything that ever has.
this shit made me so fucking sad bro (pls read the desc/tags) but fuck it's so amazing
so emotionally difficult to get through.
ehich course of action is best? pursuing a new love with a person one can grow to love wholeheartedly; or, returning to what one always known, and finding solace in an intensity so rare it just might kill you?
one of the most intense and heartbreaking stories, and its representation of theo's (uke) first, all-consuming, 'till death do us part' type of love with gunner (2nd seme) is painfully realistic.
it's so bittersweet, and seme yearns so fucking bad, it's so overwhelming. i cried a lot bc i'm a baby
chinatsu (seme) is so far removed from life itself that when he meets kasumi (uke) again, by chance, he just clings to him. he feels understood for the first time in his life. mutual devotion without confusion, just a bit of hesitance. they never once doubt the other's feelings. sososo sweet.
the depths of shuraka's (seme) affections for tei (uke)... i just don't think they know any bounds. he's so absolutely devoted to his beloved, to the point of bringing harm upon himself in order to protect tei. he's so beautiful, inside and out.
nakwon's level of yearning for mokhwa is something even he can't begin to understand
....... fuck
they make me so happy so sad so idk how to even feel jfc i love them all so much and they're all top tier yearners FUCK
THIS LITERALLY MADE ME HAVE A FUCKING EXISTENTIAL PANIC ATTACK AND SENT ME IN A DEPRESSIVE SPIRAL FOR LIKE 4 DAYS, AND I HAD TO STOP READING IT EVEN THO ITS SO FUCKING AMAZING JFC IM SO SAD I CANT CONTINUE IT ITS SO FUCKING GOOD
The Boundary of Delusion