freak4freak. this was so fucked up. they’re made for each other. their ending only makes sense for them and i can’t imagine it any other way. usually these kind of stories make me sick, but given the ending and the way mc is….. when you take those into account anything is fair game when they’re both fucked up to each other. perfect symbiosis. i will never read this again tho lmfao.
plot is hard to follow bc of many things, but IF i focus hard enough, this is very interesting. art style is sick as fuck, HOWEVER i know it changes and ends up smoothing out to a cool middle between first art style and second. it is… very rapey though. sort of sickening. i just want mc to figure this shit out and leave honestly. but the horror parts are so interesting. obv they’re gna end up together but jesus christ i wish they wouldn’t as confusing as it is, still inter
mc is so mentally fucked up that everything he does is iffy in terms of consent bc he wants 2 b the “perfect sacrifice.” if he didn’t want to be that, would he WANT to fuck mugo??? i want him to be free and happy. as for 2nd mugo, at first i didn’t like him, but now im sure he wants to protect him albeit in a protective obsessive way. i have more to say but yeah. plot is still VERY interesting tho. gorgeous art style w great horror elements. v interested in the past
this was rough 4 me in the beginning at least, but in the end, it works out. that’s all i’ll say. i love their little family and their life. HUGE development from ml which is what i like. would still punt taeju 4 everything he’s done, but euihyun has done that already. dare i say taeju’s the best ml who’s done enough groveling and making up for what he’s done. (realistically tho…. ik ts would not fly BUT this isn’t reality so! in bl logic, this is enough 4 me. u get it).
added this honestly for nostalgia sake... there’s a lot of non-con elements but…. compared 2 stuff released NOW this is. just super super tame. dgmr it’s still non-con, but yeah. def not as bad. moves fast, reads easy, characters are pretty, plot resolution is smooth and ml is loving to mc which is what matters to me. maybe too fast? i reread this last week and i was just giddy when it ended. like honestly? this was pretty good!!!! also peak art improvement my god.
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k’s secret doesn’t rly fit any of the criteria in the desc (idk why im taking this so seriously im just very particular okay!!!!) bc it isn’t really “toxic” ????? maybe back then, it TECHNICALLY is, but def not now in recent bl scope of things…. i act don’t know where to put this in my lists. its 4am and i forgot what i originally wanted to talk about for this specifically.