Yaoi with good story

It's hard to go into it. The story is based on self reflection so it's maybe boring for some people but I really liked the processing.
The guilty part is not as much I would like but it's a smooth process and the forgiveness is better. I am not into rape story, as I said the author put some conscience to the ML, and we have the thought of the top and keep change is way of thinking. It's a lot of work to be able to do this without shifty Stockholm syndrome.