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i gave up on finding a physical copy of this bc its simply too #niche. this is one of the fairly normal arai niboshiko works but, unapologetically, i got baited by the black haired bottom. im happy to report that thats NOT the reason this is on my fave list, but its more of the nuance it gave me as i continued to read it. how far am i willing to weaponize my own sexual identity, just to make amends with it?
i read this when i need a laugh. like a really loud gutpunching breathtaking laff session
it hurts because i relate. because ive always felt like someone else, deep inside. not to trauma dump on the mangago tl but i went through something similar as a kid, which is something ive literally only told like 3 people in my whole life. sometimes i blame those experiences for why i like the people i do as i grew up; it's always burned this big question mark inside of me. i hope there is still time.
GATAPISHI