fav bl manga

it was such a shock when i was checking this manga and realized the “final” that’s written in the last chapter bc i didn’t notice when i read it in the first time and i genuinely thought there’ll be a continuing chapter bc it was so random from that chapter to be the ending bc it felt like we should see more of their relationship after the hardships they went through we deserve to see their lovey dovey moments but ig we won’t :((
but overall ill recommend this manga for sure i enjoyed reading t

can i consider it as one of my fav bl manga? idk tho it was unexpectedly SO good i don’t usually go with this kind of plot i hate these kind of toxicity esp if it comes from the uke but i love it!! the angst was so satisfying and i love that the seme was aware of the kind of person the uke is and how the uke dealt with his conflicting feelings and i find myself feeling intrigued by the way he treated the seme bc he loved him, there was a mention of force soi find it hard to recommend it bc of it

hehe this is my second read for this one after i said it wasn’t my cup of tea esp uke’s personality but as expected it became one of my fav everything was perfect if it only hadn’t had so many sex scenes like MANY and tbh they were also skipable bc they were so unnecessary.
the second seme’s personality wasn’t the way i expected but they are cute, i like the main couple moments and i haven’t been more satisfied with a seme he became one of my fav seme ever
overall 8.5/10

such a cute couple and story i enjoy reading this one sm