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I was reincarnated in a male-oriented modern fantasy novel that I read as a boredom reliever. I expected a paradise life with the reincarnation privilege, What I was given was the role of a hardcore life as an orphanage’s oldest sister with younger siblings to feed! In the face of a financial crisis, I finally made up my mind. To get on the ‘main character bus’! In other words, becoming a member of the male lead’s harem. Heroine? I’ll do anything. If I can make mone

Navi realizes he's a male lead in a 19+ reverse harem novel, but the other male leads are chasing him instead of the female lead! Desperate for peace, he turns to a mysterious guild master for help. Can he escape this chaotic romance?

"This got me fucked up. Bawled near the end. Dw they get happy after all that shit"
MC is bullied and multiple time said that he wanted to die

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE
Tropes: turning back time, game system, WEAK TO OP MALE LEAD, no romance yet
Dude is an F rank loser that is really desperate to rank up. His envy grants him a skill to copy an ability of the hunter who kills him. So he copies from his S rank idol (who kills him) a skill to turn back time when he dies and kills himself many times so he can fuck him up when he's not S rank .
Vote: 5/5 HIGHLY RECOMMEND
Protag is petty as hell and I love him.

"MC is much stronger than ML from the start"