sad but gay

i don't know how many times i read this bl, but there is definitely the reason why i keep reading this all over again.

it's cliché yet still relatable. i probably used to be like subin who's hopelessly romantic and the heartbreak have hit me hard.

it made me realize that we shouldn't be too desperate to the point that it damages us and love ourselves first before loving others.

i thought this one was going to be a typical cohabitation plot but it wasn't. it was actually about depression and as an undiagnosed individual, i hate how relatable junwoo was.

i'm kind of relieved that things have worked out between junwoo and wooyeon since both of them struggled a lot although they still have some baggage within themselves which i found it realistic.

i ended up loving the story because of that. i wish they make more stories like this.

i was only reading this due to its bathhouse plot but i didn't know it was more than that. erok was actually a hopeless adult with unresolved issues.

i cried a bit to the part that kido encourages erok to pursue his dreams. he doesn't want to control erok's life bc he wants erok to heal and grow to become his equal.

it made me realize how relatable this bl was and i definitely agree that the ending was kind of flat but i still enjoy the story somehow. truly a gem!

if i'm going to be honest, i can't blame mok-kyeon for what kind of person he become after seeing his backstory. he ended up having attachment issues because of his environment.

his friend was also a bad influence to him which made things worse... i hope he'll able to solve his own problems first before getting into a relationship with nanjo. i want him to be healthy and happy! TT