Messed up Yaoi

Most messed up out of all of these; got CHILLS when reading some of the parts.
Ending is really unsatisfying tho (but that's just me being messed up, because others seem to have liked it)

Okie, this one isn't yaoi. It's more like boy's love? But how can boy's love be messed up?? Well, you're about to find out. I have really conflicted feelings on the ending... can't tell if I should feel happy for him or not (you'll see who "he" is). Read it, but be prepared to agonize over the ending like I am!!

This one is a classic. Type in "messed up yaoi" and this'll probably be the first thing you see. Heck, it was the first messed up yaoi I've ever read. I stopped reading this after a while, but it's actually really good (or at least the beginning). This is, I repeat, a CLASSIC. If you want to say you've read some messed up yaoi, you HAVE to have at least read the first few chapters of this one.

This one was also messed up, but it was also really interesting because as the reader, you don't really know what's going on either. You don't get any outside information- only what the MC finds out along the way. Anyway, I really liked it (except, again, the ending was sort of unsatisfying >__<)