Me in an otome game/novel?!

Mastermind, Evil uke x Possessive, Knight seme
BLs that I came for smut but stayed for the storyline/plot (the main highlight)
Villainous uke that regained his memories & changed his fate
Uke still evil, using any means to achieve his goals, but morally good & with reason
Uke schemes make heroes' party question their own morals & prejudices
Contains very dark themes: bestiality, slavery, child abuse, genital mutilation, pseudo-incest, rape
Rate: 10/10

crazy shameless 2nd ML uke x suspicious, disgusted ML seme
illegitimate noble son x crown price
time loop in a shoujo romance novel
2nd ML became aware of his existence as the 2nd ML in a romance novel
2nd ML try to save his crush, FL, from dying in numerous time loops
2nd ML went insane & try to seduce ML so he can die instead of FL & picking up other stray MLs along the way
ML suspicious but in denial that he wants to believe that 2nd ML's in love with him
ML will fall first
Rate: 9.8/10

kind, caring mage uke x possessive, clingy, puppy-like knight top
mc got reincarnated into an otome game, but he doesn't wanna fall for any of the MLs especially the villain. But will he?
Uke doesn't wanna be locked up by the seme! But loving him as a couple is fine right?
Fast paced ending
Rate: 8.5/10