Mama Likes It Messed Up

This will screw with your head and heart - which is dark and loves it.

Forget love, the characters hate, injure, mutilate, and kill each other. But it's not all violence. There're psychological games too. Everything combines to tell a gripping story.

Warning, this ain't yaoi, but the chick might as well be an uke, she goes through and puts up with too much, yet it's pretty uplifting and sweet for something on this list. Maybe the real warning should be, can you stand to see some happiness, and possibly make unfair comparisons with your own situation? The true darkness is, and always was, in you.

The uke's self exploration makes this.

A lot of purposefully ugly art, disgusting sex, and bad urges, yet (so) I can read through the whole thing in a state of flow.

Angst, prostitution, holistic danger - what better way to unwind?

This isn't enjoyable in a normal way, it's not a turn on even to a person of messed up tastes like me. It's disturbing. Yet every idea of something possibly being wrong in my life goes away when I read this and I feel peace. It might be a better feeling than happiness. If you want to share any thoughts on peace and happiness, please message me. I'd love to hear them.

This is BEYOND messed up. It's a violent, criminal, stomach-turning good read you'll question yourself for enjoying. If you're new to psycho manga, this may not be the one to start with. BUT! You know your interests...

Who doesn't like their lover to smack them around? And even though it's consensual - let's torment him in return. Also seriously, some of this scares me. Ah, manga! It's better than Christmas. :) Includes possible incest and enough sadness to gut you.

A divine balance of story to smut, an uke raped by circumstance, and jokes in such bad taste I gasp/laugh/choke. This is why I live.