i need to read because I'm trash

basically as mentioned above, i am trash. i cant wait for shit and i want to keep up with a toxic ass fandom and not be spoiled. i don't understand half of the ships and i want to see more of those little idiots doing little idiot things. I want to see Eri because she made me cry that one time and i haven't felt emotions since. and i love fuyumi and she deserves the world. i just want a new special interest my little ADHD brain can focus on so it wont focus on the constant pain of my existence.

here we go... you started watching the anime when you were 12 and you loved it. you had a superiority complex about e-manga and waited for 5 months for the first volume and gave up. here you are, 18 with no job. reobsessing over things from 6 years ago. fucking bitch.