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fujishima afira April 25, 2024 6:00 pm

Kaoru is such a child. And He older than tsubaki? What a joke. He only running around like a clown bruh, seriouslyy.... (︶︿︶)=凸

fujishima afira April 25, 2024 5:07 pm

Oh my tsubaki character as a whole is mesmerizing, maybe from what he been through but the fact that he still confidently say that he love himself is amazing,
Even the other MC's being enlightened by tsubaki lol

BanhBaozi December 31, 2020 11:53 am

So happy to see an update

Nikki November 13, 2020 6:27 am

That was horrifying. He was so scary. I kept reading but somehow that part stuck with me. It was just so scary

shortie~ December 31, 2020 9:37 pm

Yeah, that surprised me haha

rella October 3, 2020 11:55 pm

Damn someone spoil me. I want tsubaki to find happiness but i dont want him to end up with kaoru.

nagisashiota March 8, 2020 12:10 am

but im too scared to continue..worrying i my eyes bawlin outt ┗( T﹏T )┛

Queenbanana April 27, 2019 2:50 pm

This is completed in Spanish.

Please :) July 6, 2019 9:03 am

Link?

justme December 10, 2020 1:41 am

link please

purge666 June 10, 2018 4:23 pm

what did just happen? :O

Nom March 13, 2017 2:44 am

The older brother was thinking with his dick instead of his brain when he married that women. He ignores all the warnings that the little brother is hinting at and doesn't notice his distressed state. I could never forgive someone who would lie, cheat, and mislead me into raising another person's child (even if I came to love the child as my own). The actions that led to the situation would make me doubt everything about the relationship, past, present, and future.

Also, chapter 3: the older brother says that their mother died, while in an earlier chapter the younger brother states that their parents are divorced. Which one is correct?

purge666 June 10, 2018 4:23 pm

yeah

makoto March 10, 2017 4:15 pm

I read the whole series in raw...and it just so painful I actually cried. Not sure if I can call this a happy ending, but the ending was pretty realistic; and that maybe the reason why it gave me so much pain and tear

Usako November 19, 2017 2:17 am

How can I get spoilers from you??

Basma December 31, 2020 3:32 am

Could you please tell the spoilers to me pls..pretty plzz

hyunga March 23, 2024 4:36 pm

Hi, can you message me the ending please, thank you so much

sessha January 5, 2017 3:00 pm

...i was kinda hoping i can get an ending for tsubaki and despite knowing this was tagged as ongoing, i went ahead and read it... i hope somebody completes this manga... it's just heartbreaking to end it here... esp since the drama cd doesn't even give me a good ending for tsubaki either... and after reading his back story, i wish he could find somebody to heal/save him...

makoto March 11, 2017 6:09 am

the series is completed. You can find the raw for all volumes on yaoiotaku

sessha March 11, 2017 7:27 am
the series is completed. You can find the raw for all volumes on yaoiotaku makoto

...thanks. I was hoping for the eng version since i get frustrated with my poor jap reading/understanding. I tried looking for it in Renta and other eng manga sites but i can't find a complete one. I read that it's licensed but I can't find the eng book anywhere.

makoto March 12, 2017 7:24 am

yea, perhaps it's a little old already so it's hard to find.
I've always prefer listening than reading but I'm getting used to it now. There are just too many good manga/ novels that will never get translated ;____;

sessha March 12, 2017 11:19 am
yea, perhaps it's a little old already so it's hard to find. I've always prefer listening than reading but I'm getting used to it now. There are just too many good manga/ novels that will never get translated ;... makoto

Yes, exactly. I read tons on manga here but there are amazing novels and other manga out there that are left untranslated. thankfully, they're adapted to drama cd. I'm not really that confident with my jap but I understand it better when i listen to them than when i read them.

And against my better judgement, i went ahead and skimmed through dousei ai (raw) and it left a bitter hole. You just don't see this kind of bl with this much drama and emotion in the most recent stuff i come across anymore. I still hope for a brighter future for tsubaki though.

makoto March 13, 2017 1:12 pm

I know that feel ;___; BLs in the 90s were really different. Idk but they were more realistic, and that's why it hurts much more.
The ending could be considered as a happy ending for all the characters, esp Mahorin; though I dont think sooooo. There are still so much left unresolved...but I guess relationship irl is like that, problems could never be resolved completely.
I still prefer drama cd over manga! Sometimes I find it's easier to listen to a drama cd than reading long dialogues in English~~

sessha March 13, 2017 3:22 pm
I know that feel ;___; BLs in the 90s were really different. Idk but they were more realistic, and that's why it hurts much more. The ending could be considered as a happy ending for all the characters, esp Mah... makoto

...that ending though just, i don't know, make me want more but i'm afraid of more hurt. But judging from sensei's other works, i kinda figured it's gonna hurt. Tsubaki x kaoru ending was a bit of bittersweet. I'm glad he sorted stuff in his hometown and i guess i kinda agree with his logic with his thinking about his relationship with kaoru, but i still hope a birght future for them. Koutarou's ending is abit open ended too, and with mahorin's, i don't know.

makoto May 29, 2017 1:17 am
...that ending though just, i don't know, make me want more but i'm afraid of more hurt. But judging from sensei's other works, i kinda figured it's gonna hurt. Tsubaki x kaoru ending was a bit of bittersweet. ... sessha

Sry for a very late reply. I just re-read the whole series again.
Koutaru and Chisato's ending gave me so much pain. Like they left every problems as they were...I guess those issues were something that couldn't be solved. I wish they could sit back, be honest and talk over things though. So much feels every time re-reading this series

sessha May 29, 2017 1:51 pm
Sry for a very late reply. I just re-read the whole series again. Koutaru and Chisato's ending gave me so much pain. Like they left every problems as they were...I guess those issues were something that couldn'... makoto

...ikr, There's so much to work on with koutarou's ending... i'm afraid to re-read it even if they complete the scanlations... but if i'm in the mood for too much drama, i'll give it another try... just gotta ready a fluffy romcom (bl, of course, ;)) afterwards...

makoto May 31, 2017 2:12 pm
...ikr, There's so much to work on with koutarou's ending... i'm afraid to re-read it even if they complete the scanlations... but if i'm in the mood for too much drama, i'll give it another try... just gotta r... sessha

I'm also in need of fluffy romantic stuffs too! Have been reading too many deep and dark series lately!

sessha June 5, 2017 3:56 pm
I'm also in need of fluffy romantic stuffs too! Have been reading too many deep and dark series lately! makoto

..deep and dark are nice, so are good drama... but finding a good romcom bl is a treasure...(⌒▽⌒)

purge666 June 10, 2018 4:24 pm

thought so