I've been waiting to read this forever thinking I'll enjoy reading it so much when it's complete-but I broke and now at like chapter 23 I'm like fucking hell I should have waited longer cause this is to fucking good. I've got OCD myself except it's been mostly in remission for years. I'm still a nut about numbers and counting but when I was younger I couldn't even go to school. I couldn't write words because I kept having to scribble them out since they were infected with my bad thoughts. I washed my hands so much they got a lot like shirotani's. Red and chapped, they crack and bleed. I also washed my lady bits obsessively till I ended up giving myself an infection from killing off all the good bacteria. (Same thing happens if you douche so never do that). I was overwhelmed with the feeling of being bad and gross. I feel bad for the me of then and it really makes me feel a connection with Shiratani
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