Fuck. Fuck. FUCK! I anticipate getting hurt, but I didn't anticipate it to hurt this much. I had to get out of bed to control my breathing, my voice from wailing, my heart from throbbing in such pain that it was suffocating, and my tears from bawling to such an extent that it appeared as though a loved one had passed away. Screw this. Although I love you, fuck this.
Hana No Miyako De