I feel like this is the most misunderstood seme ever, after reading all these hate comments. Due to his shitty parents constantly locking him up (to go out) and leaving a child all alone in his room with only bread to eat... he has abandonment issues. And although he's always surrounded by people, he always felt alone and not good enough. Also due to his shitty mother always telling him so.
He falls in love for the first time in his life through the emotions and feelings he gets from seeing this persons paintings. He then feels alive for the first time ever and secretly wants to meet the painter and falls in love with him as a person. Although it's more like stalking due to shyness. Granted, he went about getting his loves attention in a messed up way. But the ex bitch girlfriend NEEDED to go. She was the "bastard" in this whole story not the seme! The seme only targeted her once he discovered how much of a lowlife she's been... and to the person he loves. He was actually going to leave that night he took her home... until he saw the room with all her paintings that were IDENTICAL to the ukes paintings. And now he wants to destroy the relationship by sleeping with her. And then thinking the uke would be hurt and need him basically. He took a female approach... so don't be dissing him for that.
As soon as anyone sees RAPE... well shit... now everyone hates him... I guess he must be evil! Damn people. Seriously! Sadly he let his looooong time love and obsession get the better of him once he got his love alone. It happens. (it's yaoi people) But there is also NO ONE with a more pure and honest love toward this poor uke who lost his will do believe in love. (since childhood) This is the kind of stubborn, never giving up, love that the uke desperately needed in order to believe in love again. I wish it didn't end just like that. They both deserve a happier ending with each other. I would like to have seen them together after the uke realizes he's in love with the seme. Or maybe it's not done yet...
Love is not real