Anisama's manga / #This needs an anime adaptation asap(3)

I want to watch this as an anime this was so good like God tier. Give me 70 years of your life. Ugh I am crying.

Learning to letting go of things you can't achieve.... I once dreamt of being an astronaut going to space getting closer to the sparkly things I didn't understand. The reality hit hard when my gay ass couldn't understand mathematics. My dream... I had to give it up. Mahn this manga I swear. Also I was like that when I was young light hair and brown eyes. Got bullied for looking different. I always had a scowl on my face since then. I grew darker as I got older and the bullying got lesser so I didn't remember but I wish someone looked at my hair in the sun and got intrigued by my " shape of one who stands alone". I never had that it has been very lonely for a very long time now

To see your love die again and again and you failing to save them everything that's heartbreaking