Hua LanXia's manga / #well this is something else....(1)

Well this is something else... I can't blame MC how she behave, she was literally drove crazy by ML.... The ML literally destroyed her with all his insecure, idiotic shit....and the act (r-pe) was neccecary for breaking the oath magic and protect her family from the prince (she know him pretty well). BUT ML is appaelling for me. So first he treatad her like a trashy person who is after power (like he only love him because he is the CP), but MC didn't hide it that she love him. ML closed her because his idiotism and his pown misunderstanding what never tried clear up, so he belive she is only for his power, then when he got the order from his father, he was like, she wont get hurt from this, because she don't love me (he is clearly blind), so it's fun - then he surprised that she hurtseeing him having a mistress, but still enjoyed seeing her hurt, so he shoved off every time when FL saw him with the sl-t..... Guh, f*cging garbage...... But she won't leave me because she love me /delulu idiot/...everybody having a limit when they broke, and he cornered her to the breaking point....and you're angry when she leave you when you broke up your engagment? Are you serious? Who wouldn't leave you after you made those shitty things? You said your engagment void and you angry she leadve?...then you imprison her (still don't said anything from the whole sh-tchow what he produced till now), and rape her to made a child(to trap her in the role of crown princess so she cannot leave him) , but you say you hate her and wanna kill her.....and let you "Lover" try to drug her and made mens to rape her/naturally she going to protect herself/...and seriously surprised she wanna comit suicide, because she thinkig she don't have anything and she don't have anywhere to run?.... .and then he is surprised that she don't trust in him.... Dude... Seriously.... Who the hell would trust in you?! And he know everything is his mistake... But still he force her to marry with him with an oath.... I would prefer is she just go with the cousin......or die....