mmem's manga / #c18-(18)

c12p21 ML is like cold water; c15 guilt towards causing his death before

smex: c5; c7; c9; c12; c17 c2 sword dance; c6 always preferred MC over lil sis; c13 decides to leave him; c37 tries to leave him; c38 learns ML hated his sis? c50 goodbye, refuses to stay w ML; c54 refuses to leave; c55 tells him his feelings & to go so MC leaves for a yr and returns to stay w him going forward; c56 still hasn’t touched him bc MC fears his touch but MC wants him anywY; c58 learns how he really got his scar;

c5 son of the tyrant; c8 actually ML’s 8th life; c16 why it can’t be 2nd ML; c75 chooses sister over husband; c79 finds out she’s pregnant;