mmem's manga / #c42-(6)

c18-19 her 2nd life; c20 child; c24 kings proof/mer before?; c25 3rd life’s death; c26 side cp?; c30 friend Violet; c35 4th life’s death; c40 5th life; c42 ML pledges to never hurt her;

c16 break up?; c26 cracks? Mental illness overwhelms him?; c33 accepts he was a replacement all along, ML spirals; c34 meet again in front of his apt; c36 smex; c52 tells him about dream of Harem, it does not go well, car crash happens; c55 not doing ok, can he love him; c56 last play performance;

Maybe it’s bc I skipped around but I kept feeling like the couple were constantly flip flopping! Even in the end, story ends w ML proposing then side story takes place 4ish yrs late & they still aren’t married and MC’s planning to propose but ML’s acting all sad and like he’s planning on breaking up only for MC to interrupt him and they end up engaged??? What is this? And Like why are some of these conflicts even a thing and why can’t he have a kid w a beta, apparently everyone else is lol.