Rei-san's manga / #Guys with kids(6)

true comments: 1- I don't know if it's his expressions but this seme looks shady... IDK I don't trust him yet... 2- Kurisu is the type to put others before himself. He's using the excuse that he wants his mother and daughter to be happy to avoid fully accepting his sexuality and finding his own happiness. He feels guilty for not being able to be in a heterosexual marriage and therefore in his mind he feels like he's not allowed to find a partner that actually fits his sexuality. I get it, Niina is being pushy but Kurisu is also being a big baby. He's known from the start that he's gay and tried to push himself to be in a heterosexual marriage as a way to pay his mom back for her raising him as a single parent. Kurisu is the type to never come to terms with himself and find happiness of his own. He's a people pleaser--we've seen this in his home life and at work. He is content with being by himself for the rest of his life if it meant that he wouldn't cause anymore grief for those around him. I can already see Honami being upset with him when she's older 'cause of his stubborn pride and unwillingness to put himself first for once. As much as I hate to point it out but he needs someone like Niina to push him out of that comfort zone. Kurisu isn't a small, traumatized child he is a grown man who doesn't want to accept his reality and is pushing the blame (not intentionally) onto his child and mother. In the short time they have actually been talking to one another Niina has already done two major favors for Kurisu--especially the interview. Not to mention I don't even know any men irl who would bake a fancy af, professional level cake and deliver it for free on their day off. Niina may be pushy but he isn't without good merits as well. 3- The seme is a little bit pain in the ass but in the same time he’s a good pain in the ass for the uke, cuz he’s obviously can’t accept himself so the seme is trying to solve this problem I guess? But can he just do it without forcing himself so hard? Try to make him fall for you at least 4- Gosh, the Seme is so freaking pushy and just irks me. I really don’t want them to end up together. I want another seme to swoop in and treat the uke with so much love and affection. 5- I like Kusabe Keri sensei stories a lot but in someway, every sensei's stories there's always an odd character, which kinda stick out like a sore thumbs for me.This case is the seme. Does anybody get that vibe from her stories, or it just me 6- Seme is annoying. Yes, you are attractive but that doesn't mean everyone who finds you attractive wants to sleep with you immediately and have relationship. He is too pushy and don't understand the uke at all. Of course it's the best if you accept yourself, but for some people it's harder because of where they live, family and many other circumstances 7- I wish the seme could understand more where the uke is coming from....like dude , obviously no one wants to be alone and lie to themselves their whole lives. If the seme is so experienced and already knows how it is to live as a gay, he should talk it out better with the uke, the possibilities of if a family can or cannot accept, and or how to bring it up to a family one small step at a time maybe. Pros and cons, how the world can see homosexuality , not just the bad perspective but there’s a lot of good too that everyone should know. But then again maybe the seme doesn’t really care as they just met, he wants to “taste” the uke and it’s not like he’s the one with the family/kid to take care of.... which just makes me dislike him more.... 8- I wish MC was paired up with a guy with a more considerate personality instead of a pushy one. :( I felt bad for him, torn between his sexuality and what’s best for his family. The seme is kinda eh. ._.