Queevie's manga / #Shingeki no Kyojin(6)

What more can I say about this? Im hurt over the ending okay?!?! If at first, Im just like WHAT?! And now im just like WAAHHH!!!? Why cant they be happy together? Why?!?! Im so frustrated right now!! I cant accept this right now?!!! And its hurting more than it should!?!? If Im going to compare this to Kimetsu no Yaiba, I can say that their effects on me are different. In Kimetsu, I have antime to cry over the characters and to to grieve to them with the other character. Its painful, thats given. But the fact that they were reincarnated gives an ease on my heart. In Attack, I didnt even have time to grieve over what happened. We didnt even have the time to cry over Erens death and all other things. The painful effects are just getting over me as the time goes by, as I realized their feelings, as I go over back to the stories, as I analyzed more and deep in the story, as I realized their love and loneliness at the end. Its like a brick being out in heart heart hour by hour. As I looked deep more into it, I get hurt more than how should I believe. I dont know anymore what to think about AoT especially when i discovered that their feelings for each other, although have not been said, was mutual. Eren is more discreet with it than Mikasa. After discovering that, Im seeing another part of AoT and it made my brain and heart hard to adjust. I dint even know, maybe im ashamed of myself for not seeing this coming. For not realizing this ending, and for being a bit thankful that it didnt happen. That even though theres love, war still win of them all. Although thinking about, I wish there were a part where Mikasa and Eren can be honest with each other, love each other and be a bit happy while the story goes on. Wala pa ding tatalo sa karupukan ni Ymir. Nang dahil sa pag ibig, tumagal ang cursed sa kanila for 2000 years, madaming namatay at nagdusa. Just beacuse of love na hindi naman nya kahit kailan makukuha. It just shows that love is a dangerous matter in aot world. I would likento end this now with a painful heart. I will miss all the characters, its plot and the effects of it in my heart. Especially the ending, the way it tears me slowly as I looked more deep into it. I love it and I hate it! You will have now a place in my heart and memories.