abe's manga / #tragedy(2)

[happy ending] uke and seme were childhood friends. uke's dad suddenly passed away and in the moment of grieving, uke forced himself on the seme (basically rape) and then uke disappeared because the seme pushed him off during the rape. they met again in university, this time the seme confessed to him and they live happily ever after. the uke also comes to term with his father's death and doesn't blame himself anymore. the last two chapters are heavily smutty, but super sexy too. still can't get over the rape thingy though

[happy ending] hayato meets the new transfer student named souma, who has not been able to adapt to the new environment. hayato always manages to be in souma's sight, and thinks he will be able to take care of him. the familiar touch allows souma to familiarize with the environment, until he's able to smile once more. all the while hayato tries to fix things from his past. hayato had a dark past where he caused his best friend to try commit suicide because his best friend had confessed that he loved hayato and hayato made it into a joke and the whole school found out. that left a scar in him. souma, the new student, made hayato feel guilty about his past and tries to make atonement with him for his horrible past. they became friends but souma doesn't know about hayato's past. they suddenly meet hayato's best friend, who was souma and hayato's mutual friend. that's how hayato's dark past came to light and souma distanced himself from hayato who was still a bit unsure about his true feelings for souma. still kinda dicey with the whole forcing himself on hayato part though, especially in the beginning of the manga. lowkey almost turned into rape half-way along. has a lot of angst and hard facts about being gay in a society such as japan.