Mother-me!'s manga / #Reincarnated into a game(1)

Ngl, I think the FL is a little 's*****': because of the way she wants to avoid the merry bad ending which implies she wants to achieve the bad ending... where the heroine dies, even though there is no stated reason for why she would prefer her to die yet..... Dying is achieving a happy ending for everyone? Wot? Also why does she keep saying something is unsatisfactory then saying it was satisfactory?????