ALisAnimeLover's manga / #mature(4)

??? Where bm??? I read this like 3 times already //edit: the bm is with mangafox, that's why :lol: but that just really means I read this N years ago, hahaha It's like the movie "starting over again", except it's bl and they end up together. 9.9999/10, I'm not sure what exactly is missing, but I can't bear to give it a perfect score (hence the 4 stars). Hurts so bad when they're hurting each other and themselves. I love the right amount of drama and realism of being afraid to be judged. Why is life so cruel to lgbt :(

Looooove the seme for waiting for the uke to be comfortable in saying "I Love You" because he understands that he has a trauma. And I HATE THE EX. Fuckkk, it's so darn realistic that they can't do anything about him because he's a skilled doctor. But fuck. Now I feel bad for his wife. I hope he gets karma.

I LOVE how they're both mature. This author must like age gaps, lol. The manager was mature enough to resign when he started having feelings. And the idol was mature in his actions, being careful with his advances, knowing his position as an idol and that he needs to protect his reputation. I guess what I liked is how the idol actually wants to be an idol and doesn't say shit like "I'm prepared to leave the spotlight for you" but rather "I'm here in the spotlight, and I'm not gonna let you keep your eyes away from me" Still, there was a part that the plot kinda suddenly jumped. manager: i'm gonna let go; idol: *sings a love song*; manager: nah, scratch that, I really love him which is kinda nice if done correctly, but somehow it feels lacking as if the author was forced to end the manga early so she had to do that :/ I wanna know the love song thooo And totes want the merch if it actually exists

I love this manga for its mature approach to the matter. But I hate its ending. This should've ended on their separation. Allot a volume for their "rekindling of love", not a fvcking few extra pages and an extra chapter. They have a lot to talk about. They shouldn't come back together just because they missed each other. Otherwise, that'd be a vicious cycle of mistakes. But then again... That's reality. Humans are stupid dumbfucks who'd skip the talk then act all surprised when they repeat their mistakes.