why am i crying? i know why, its because they love each other so much that everything they've went through keeps coming to mind and it hurts me. i don't know but I know something is wrong with me, because I feel whatever the character feels and it then becomes a my trauma apart of my life something I cry about occasionally but I don't know why that is since this isn't my trauma but it feels like it is and I don't like it I feel like a monster scratch that I am a monster I shouldn't be feeling this way.
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