Kirino deserved better. Imma just imagine him in some au so i can stop crying. The story is very realistic with different lives gay people lead in Asian countries. While some may get their happy endings, others are not that fortunate and look like they'll commit suicide in any next minute.
The story is pretty realistic which is why it hits so hard. The guilt asian lgbt kids feel towards their parents and somehow the lucky ones with accepting parents- its so diverse and while not everyone can be happy, its still depressing. I wish the kids would stop feeling this dumb guilt. I hate it here
I wish parents wouldn't burden their kids like that. If you're an adult, why do you want your own kid to live with dead eyes? Yeah you're happy you got a fucking grandchild, but for what? Your son sacrificed himself. I don't even feel an ounce of guilt when I say that kirino's mother should've just died. Fuck her. Idc. Definitely not reading it for second time.
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