iisahuman's manga / #Alpha x Alpha(2)

ARGHHHH fuck... I regret that I've read the spoilers!! as of chapter 45 I'm nervous for chapter 46 cause there's gonna be a huge angsty scene AND I'M NOT READY FOR IT!! should I just wait for a month then continue reading but I don't think I can do it... haahhh let's just see what I'll decide in the future lol. EDIT: CHP48 ughhh damn... Carlyle my poor baby ( TДT) CHP 49 : I'M CRYING!! F*CK... UGHH I just had to read this on my 1st day of period damn it... CHP 69: FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! TOGETHER HAPPILY AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR CARLYLE AND ASH (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`) there's still more to come but all is well!