1 8 23
I thought I would feel uncomfortable reading this since I really love the main couple, and I feel like reading Kijima's story with Kido feels like a crime lol. But seriously this is such a great read. Just a part of me regretting :'). I know they won't end up together. Kido will get married. Kijima will have Kuzumi. So, Kido marrying didn't hit me hard like it did to others who haven't read the main story. But in Chapter 6, the car scene where Kido tried to kiss Kijima and the flashback hit me hard. I don't ship them, okay? Kuzumi is already perfect for Kijima. It's just that I get attach easily to characters and seeing his expression made me sympathize for him. Kido hasn't moved on from his affair with Kijima at all, and his lines make me think that he feels something more for Kijima. Cause why did he looked hurt? And the last line? "It will probably never die for the rest of my life" What does that mean? I wish it ended with them being happy and contented with their own lives, but it didn't. The author didn't really spare us from pain.
Indigo no Kibun