Love Is An Illusion
the alpha is a little forceful ngl edit: *SPOILERS* at first, i was at hyesung's side. he was confused, scared and also practically being forced to live with the alpha who raped him. moreover, he had severe childhood trauma and being an omega was not an option for him. on the other hand, dojin -the alpha- was also keeping the poor omega from leaving his side by making up a 'debt'. then, when hyesung decided to abandon his own son i couldnt sympathize with him anymore. but,,, a few ch later i realized how cruel i was being. like... put yourself in his shoes. imagine how scary it must be to have a baby with someone you barely know. and IMAGINE if the only outcome you possibly envisioned was the same as your parents: an unhappy marriage with an abusive father and a traumatized mother. because -and remember this- what we learn from our parents at a young age shapes what we think its the norm. DAMN THAT SH1T MUST BE TERRIFYING. overall, the first chapters were painful af. it was almost impossible to agree with the decisions the characters were making... and you were left feeling extremely frustrated. i almost dropped it like 5 times? yeah. painful. very painful. do i recommend it? idk... maybe? its not that pleasant until ch 36 or so.
Takane no Hana wa Chirasaretai
i hate both alphas. consent it is not in their vocabulary.
Yuri!!! on Ice dj: Rinya no Natsuyasumi