xen's manga / #four+(154)

everything was pretty meh, I quite liked the 6th chapter though regarding blood relations.

Got emotionally dunked on, i liked it

fuck me, I cried the entire time. it was a really realistic coming of age story. i actually really liked it, but honestly it broke my heart. I can't currently handle it. 4.4/5

I would say 4.3 but I wouldn't re-read because it makes me too sad. im very very sad right now.the relationship was beautiful and the story was great, the ml was 100% the redeeming point of the story. was pretty great but I have a headache now so.

definitely a 4.6/5 truly hit the spot. I definitely spent way too long on ch7 just looking at her eyes because they be beautiful. i didn't expect for this to be an anthology but im glad it was. truly well done. On v6c6 edit 8.10.2020: holy fuck v3c4. I really liked the first part to this but this second part. impeccable, amazing,damn just my taste. wow edit 6/12/2021: v5 was pretty meh, but v5c5 was the third part of the flowers of evil series :D this one was not bad, but the second part was definitely more of my cup o tea. edit 07/02/2022: only 2 chapters out to volume 6.... but .... it's..... meh

fuck i really really liked that, do u think at the beginning the more beautiful the sound the more sad the person is? the closer they are to their breaking point? man i really like this one. i just wish there was more love. my heart is still a little sad

this one is quite an original idea and the couples were all very good. however, the dependence that comes with a supplier/receiver relationship that doesn't necessarily mean love breaks my heart. i don't have a clear enough reason as to why or the words to really aptly describe it but while this novel really made me happy and feel warm it also broke it to pieces. 4.5/5 edit: from this comment for example about the main couple "I think Alexi actually liked Rael. However, I think Rael was platonic about their relationship." You see their relationship while the closest as can be, it still doesn't mean or even guarantee love. it's like family u love them and rely and them but it's still not a lover. and to see ur loved one freely kissing and sharing with other people, im just sad. "I wouldn't call this shounen-ai... The pairings never express love for each other and it's more like of dependency... The romance you only get are between heterosexual partners like Floran and the mother of Alexi and some other girl and boy pairing:.. The kisses were cute though but it's only superficia and no deep meaning attach to it" I'd agree, this one definitely is more shoujo than anything else. despite that though i do agree that this story "overflows with love" it's just a different kind of love that's more platonic and that kind of breaks my heart .

man the story was really very good and the art was very pretty. definitely a good plot. but honestly i was so sad the entire time i was reading this. fucking breaks my heart for so many reasons. i don't ever want to re-read this. i really liked the extras but man i don't want to read anymore mangas where people sell/or use their bodies like a toy for a while. especially because they're so fucked up from their childhood. fucking breaks my heart, he's being taken advantage of for most of his life and he doesn't even realize it.

damn i didn't see it coming because honestly the description is definitely not my type. but dayum the art, the baraaaa, the storyline. very very good. idk if it's because it's 6:30am or wat but I'm here for this~~~