sid-chi's manga / #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH UPDATE PLS(3)

The theme this author works with is "how broken people are willing to break the person they love, just so they can stay with them" and touches points like: a health person is going to put herself first; understanding and support are important but not aways will lead to a improvement; People need to know their actions have consequences, and needing to get better not to hurt the person you love, and many others In real life a neurodivergent(="broken") person will aways wonder why his loved ones stay, if they are worth of it, if the other should leave him, If he can get better, and this is from were this author stories came from. the story itself is fun it has a interesting plot, and its own original and bold points like not having a remote hope of a "cure" and "health relationship" what is the cliché of this type of stories when this is not far from a fairly tale for real neurodivergent people, what aways give me this off feeling of "this author doesn't now much about the subject" or "this end was made to please". In the story the seme is ill, he tried and I think he is succeeding in get better for the person he loves (no mental condition has a "cure" it has treatment) Consent is a problem here, even the seme triyng to respect boundaries, the uke is not sinsere either nor put his reasons clearly, so the seme do not understand the "no" when the uke enjoys the sex, and to him is just a "charm", as after there is no consequences and he is recompensated for it (this is not because of his neurodivergence, this is pretty common, man don't usually learn consent, nor boundaries when young and are uninterested to know as it is difficult to admit they are abusers, and their partners just "let it go" having their boundaries be violated) it is SOOOOOOO common that to be honest this is the normal, but even if the victim let it, it is still rape, and even if they think it didn't, it still hurt, and it will create a crack in the relationship but besides that (a thing that was inflated in the beginning as he is mentally ill, and this is no excuse but is a explanation and is up to the uke to forgive him or not as he did ask sorry and recognized he did wrong) the rest it is petty "average" to me, the cliché "childhood friends that parted in the wrong way, meet each other, resolve some misunderstanding, fall in love, make more mistakes, part ways with the promise of being better to start again, and then starting knew showing how much the "wrong one" improved and how many hardships he face to be with his beloved" cliché but cute and entertaining What I do not think is this author as a psychology master (as ouroboros's to reference) quite the opposite, his writing comes from a very personal place To me is so interesting how people's mind works, and this story says more about the authors mind and desires than anything, is not a bad thing but shows immaturity and I consider a amateur trace, but most popular stories are like that, cuz people can also project themselves in it, a professional writer is someone who can intentionally create this connection so the readers care about the characters and be entertained by his story, just a real master could tell a story who fascinate without appealing to "projection" so this is not the standard All that to say it is a 4 star to me, cuz it talks TO ME, it could be a 3 for most people, and of course to someone who is not comfortable with the theme it will just be uncomfortable (if you are easily triggered, even if it does talk to you, you shouldn't read it, and if you do, be mindful this is set to be the most entertaining, a soap opera, a exaggerated and sugar-coated version of what a person think it is the reality, this vision can help us see things in a different way but that's all, seek help in reality and always from multiple sources)

I liked it, pretty Basic but hot and not problematic, no rape involved, I think this is what most people expected of a omegaverse or "the boss want me" story