This isn’t about BDSM or Masochism. It’s about sex work. And the main character is “healed” from his sexual preferences by healing his trauma with the seme. I wanted the top to actually be masochistic, not just like getting his nipples pinched. And the almost brother rape at knife point was just too yuck to deal with. They confessed their love after instead of checking on the almost raped child. I dunno. I don’t mind rough stuff and hurt/comfort. But this was off. It’s just not how people act.
Sadistic Madness