darling's manga / #HOLY SHIT(3)

ermmmm what is going on like actually wtf i thought this was js zombie apocolypse but now its turning into the matrix fictional reality theyve been programmed not to search a certain place where there is a barrier and shit is getting fucking deleted with notification screens is nerae js like a pro hacker and is having the time of his life helping noobs in a game wtf is going on

basically this guy is a total asshole like the worst until he meets this like kid and he rnds up taking care of him filling the role in the kids (red hair). so then it goes like he hides away his asshole self like he never gets angry yells or curses and eventually he like prioritizes red hairs safety over his that he doesnt even notice when hes getting hurt. and then he starts like lusting after him even though he served as a parent figure bc red hair is an orphan. but whenever he had these thtoughts hes like stop thinking like that wth. and then that makes a split personality bc basically hes beein hiding his real self the part thats a total psycho for like 17 years and now its gotten even worse bc hes started loving a person hes supposed to consider his brother. anyways so the split personality starts coming out at night and like fucking red hair bc red hair does like the guy too he doesnt see him as a parent figure or brother as much as the top does. so now top is going fucking crazy bc now that the real personality is coming out its like idw dissapear or give him to u like i know that i like this guy but u cant accept it so obviously im gonna take over so i can show my true feelings so everything is going absolutely crazy bc even though red hair likes how caring and sweet top is, he likes the real personality bc of how he accepts him and protects him. anyways absolutley crazy if this wasnt a smut this would b something i would def rec. adding more so its like red hai rloves them both because theyre both technically him and red hair loves his no matter how bad he is like hes like idgaf if u cuss if ur actually a flunk or like anything you dont have to b perfect but even tho he said that the og personality is like “i loved him first i hate you why are you able to do what i never could” ykwim cuz his feelings are there but he never had the courage to cross that line ok so he like accepted his real self but then he was like “everytime i wanna get intimate i get reminded of how i took care of u when u was like 10” and thats hella valid but they still fuck