darling's manga / #WTF DUDE(1)

basically she went back in time to save her family and maybe get revenge on the emporer but when she did she became like the onky comfort in his life and he fell jn love w her and ended up not killing her and massacreing her entire family so now its like js him tryna court her also her brother weird asf bc maybe uve known that she was adopted like 6 years ago but that still leave like 12 years where she was js ur sister u should not b blushing rn bc throughout the other 6 years she was still acting as ur sister stop blushing dude this is so good but it is so sad like litterally tori first of all like fuckk bro “i hate her because she reminds me of what i cant do. change grow up. and shr changed you too. you are human now. i am the monster now.” LIKE FUCKKK BRO THEY LITTERALLY BONDED OVER BEING MONSTERS N THEN LANIETTE CHANGED HIM N THEN THE WHOLE LIKE SHE JS COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE LANIETTE WAS LIKE DONT EVEN APPEAR IN MY DREAMS N ALL RUPERT CLD SAY WAS OK BC SHE WAS LITTERALLY THREATENING HER LIFE BRO ig its turning into shell fall in love w him again bc hes like disguised but idk i still miss tori bc when lanirttr left she was litterally like “i knew u wld grow up but i wish i never met you because i still like you” LIKE LANIETTE IS JS TOOO GOOD OF A PERSON dude motherfucking chapter 111 is actually the most painful chapter like when shes like i cannot be beside u knowing my family is plotting treason against u to put me on the throne and he went i dont care what u did to me because it wouldnt even be a price to keep u by my side please tell me there is something u want that i can give to u and shes js like there is nothing if i stay by u my guilt will kill me do not try to keep me here and the qay it litterally parallelled to his mother and the emporer like do not covet me do not even try to possess me like the way they are ill fated no matter how they try in their situation it can never work out plus the way he knew it was coming like i am actually every time i reread this this part always gets me like the one panel where its like are u going to kill her and turn her heart so cold she will never be able to comment on the beauty of a wild flower like the only reason he let her go was bc he knew that she would end up as his mother no matter how hard he tried though they were not the same their situations were different she may love rupert but the guilt would kill her so much so that she litterally said dont even appear in my dreams like she knows she ruined his world though she never intended to ALSO the way that shr has successfully protected the bellua family from treason bc she tried to kill herself and the only thing rupert fears for is her life she knows that he will never harm her and after that attrmpt he will never harm her family i actually feel so bad cuz the whole reason she hated rupert from her previous life that she thought was wrong and built on lies was true she couldve nearly gone crazy just to protect the bellua family and she protected rupert as well by trying to tell her family she had died just so that they couldnt covet her bloodline lord have mercy whrn he says u said i should never appear in ur dreams do u know that u appear in mine? very occasionally, but enough that it makes me want to sleep forever like i cannot take this when he says shes smiling so easily while i struggle to breathe without her though i would not mind if i died because of her PELASEEE when he says i am that kind of person i cannot live without u and its more painful knowing that u can like he wants to believe in ignorance is bliss but he cannot be apart from her