I honestly don’t know what to say… I don’t think that Roku ever had any feelings for Kei in a romantic sense I guess. It confused me a little when Roku said “I didn’t understand anything back then” when referring to Kei (‘s feelings). I hope that he didn’t mean that he was late into understand that he also liked Kei. I feel like it was more of him not understanding that Kai liked him all this time and that he was being hurt by Roku all this time. I really want Roku to find happiness with Shuji in the future since he seemed like a nice and genuine guy. Idc whose gonna top in the relationship tho, but hey… that lives room for imagination! ;))) And can we talk about the s*x scene between Roku and Kousei… wtf was that. Kousei seemed to have had a crush on Kei since he couldn’t deal with he’s death so well and was totally screwing Roku purposely, neglecting his feelings. But then again he seemed to like Roku but just couldn’t convey it… Aaah idk :(… And Keis relationship with the step-father… ouch! I wonder if their mom ever got to know? And btw I really loved Kei and his weird but yet understand coping mechanism. I’m sad he died. There are so many things left unanswered but since the story is discontinued we can’t really tell. I’m my mind I ship Roku x Shuji and that’s on period. Otherwise I’ll be left wondering and going mad :). I’m protecting my sanity!
Sora o Daite Oyasumi