madd's manga / #i should've dropped(49)

.... wtf did I just read and how do I go back to a time where i didn't. Holy crap I hate literally everyone in this comic except Charlie and the blonde loan shark ex. Because good lord, I was screaming for that seme to just die, I was cheering when he got stabbed, but then he had to live. Why do people like this I don't understand. This is like if the author of Killing Stalking actually said it was romantic Sangwoo trapped him in the basement and broke his legs. I thought it was gonna get better but no it just kept getting worse and worse. The uke basically drove himself to ruin. He thought it was romantic that he was being kidnapped, imprisoned, and raped until he was coerced into signing a contract to where he would a person's personal possession...because he loved him. He literally had a chance to escape and NOPE HE HAD TO GO BACK BECAUSE HE MISSED HIM. I can't even- They're all idiots. This doesn't even deserve to be given the time of day except to show people what Stockholm syndrome looks like.

Whoever gave this three stars or more. You people are some frickin weirdo psychopaths, and you need therapy.

This was THE FIRST BL I had ever read, and I remember being so confused reading this because my brain couldn't process two dudes being together. I didn't like it because it was way too long, I didn't understand what was going on, and to me, everyone in this story sucked—no wonder I hate the other author's work, tho. I was not the biggest fan of the art style too. I only read this because I kept seeing it everywhere in ads, and I was just curious, but I regret this being my first BL :/. I'll reread it and see if my reaction differs five years later, but I doubt it. And unpopular opinion, but most Lezhin comics suck anyways. The only ones I would say I love are Sign and BL Motel because they're so wholesome. Other than that, Lezhin comics are either just so bad they need to be burned in a fire, or they're mediocre. There's no in-between.

I have never wanted someone to die more than anything. I'm not talking about that monster I mean Minho. I felt such catharsis when he finally decided to hang himself and I thought that would be the end. But NOPE PSYCH HE LIVES AND DECIDES TO LIVE WITH THAT MONSTER FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE. That is like the saddest ending ever. If he died he would've been free, no more worries and no more living in fear, but nope we can't have nice things. Why am I here then you ask? Because the translator is hilarious and she makes it entertaining for us with her notes. Thank you for that last note at the end, my heart goes out to anyone else suffering from an abusive relationship. Even if it's hard or terrifying, the moment you see the way out RUN and don't look back. Wouldn't be able to get through it without her, so thanks Hasty. Won't bother giving this a rating. My advice for everyone else, look at this like you would any other kind of horror story. Imagine the rapist as some kind of ugly monster, Gollem style, and you got a great horror story.