Frog's manga / #gender is hard to figure out(1)

it was rollercoster of emotions - tw: rape, pedophilia, violence, kinda bulling, generally for adult readers is a emotional: 1st high school year boy fall in love at the first sight with Maria thinking it was a girl, but turns out that its a boy; both of them has sad past Maria/Arima was force to be a girl by his mother later raped by his teacher, lots happend in between an the gender is hard thing to figure out Taiga wants to be a hero like character from his chilhood show, but his family situation is difficult so his dream changes to be an actore - he joins a drama club where Arima is also a member, they practise together fast forward to future and after lots of words and actions they are a couple i almost cry so would read this again after i forget everything to suffer more lol